♡queen's life♥

Sunday, November 8, 2009

戒指`

戒指不见了
刚刚妈咪`爸爸`爷爷都帮我找
垃圾桶，厕所都找了
还是没有

爸爸说“买多一个啦”
我“你们只会说买多一个！你们知道那个意义吗？！”
我哭了..跑进房间
爸爸应该没发现

那戒指是他昨晚在我们吵架前帮我戴上的
他跟我说“不要弄不见了”

我哭着哭着
打开我的电话袋
原来我下午冲凉前放了进去

刚刚dickie打来
他和豆刚看完戏
4bia 2
我就怨他几句

他说“你们要喝茶吗？”
我“去哪里喝？”
他“不知道喔...刚和豆看完戏.不知道去哪里，所以问你们 ”
我“看什么戏？phobia 2?”
他“是啦”
我“哟....今天下午说了明晚去看的啦..你们又去看”
他“哈？是咩？叫家俊陪你去看啦”[我听了立刻流泪]
我“我和他发生酱大件事..”
他“什么事？”
我“你没看我blog咩？”
他“今天还没看。只是看了昨天的”
我“噢...”
他“做么？什么事？”
我“不要说了”
他“okay咯.我问下他们啦.等下打回给你”

没多久豆打回来
哭着跟她讲话
不过我不太想多说
就说“你们谈好了跟我说去哪里啦”

挂线了

眼泪不会停
心，更停不了爱你

原来你的坏蛋是她...
别再骗我了

home sweet home♥

well
i blog here from midnight 12.05am

yea. i dint sleep again
i wait alexx back home
but when i was using his computer to online
i saw "her" picha
i told yuki and i keep chat with her
she consoled me and acc me
im glad i have u =]

i played hotel626.com
i wanted alexx to acc me
but he back home at 2.05am
he want me to find a new bf
because he felt compunction to me
i cried , he hug me and consoled me
but i keep endure my tears and call him to bath

after he bath , sleep
he doze off but i cant
i took his phone , i saw something

then i took my phone and wallet
went to downstair took keys and went 7-11
i called yukii , she sleep =[
then i replied bibby gor's msg , i received it at 2.15am,replied at 3.25am
he called me, consoled me
i bought beer,coke and panadol

after that, alexx called me
he ask where am i and told me that his dad was finding me
his mom was worried =X
hmmm...
few anene in the white color car
they stop their car and told me "girl,ur father finding u,go home now"
not my father laa = =

i back home,i sat at dining room and drank beer
his dad ask what happen to me
and ask me izzit alexx bully me
i wanna tell his about that but dare not =[
keep on crying and quiet

he went to alexx's room and scold him useless
uhh.....confuse ..
alexx called me to his room
and ask what happened to me
i cried

thn he scold me , he turn on the light
he wanted me to keep all my things in 5mins and send me back home
after 1min , he called me to switch off the light and go his bed
he hug me , ask "why u drink beer?"
i cried , i ask him izzit want couple back with "her"
he said dont know
i shout like mad "dont leave me again!i scare!"
he promised me he wont
but i knew that he just consoled me

slept at 4.35am and woke 8am
he got to perform lion dance
thn i bck my home
i watch astro
ishhhhhhhh!!!!nothing to watch

text dickie , ask him where is he
he said coming my home
he fetch my up at 10.15am
thn went to kopitiam,kok ping and water ghost already there
wait for ah b gor
about 11.30am, we go to subang to see competition

12.05pm reach there
"rest now,competition will be continue 1.30pm" such a good news ==
wait wait wait
chat chat chat

kok ping spend us ate ice-cream =D
less lion dance team,many absent
while they on the high , i damn worried those lion dancer
many lion dancer fall down and get hurt

2.15pm
END
then went to pdn. indah old town
ah b gor praise me twice =D
many plan for HONG WU
hope 2011 years can go japan
next year go taiwan?
still dont know yet

5.30pm back home
bath
and enjoy some song

i miss alexx tan
but , he dont love me =[

i wanna be a strong girl
i wanna know how to protect myself

mami told me "if the boy leave u,he will regret"
consoled me again?

ohh...god
bless me pls TT

should i forget?
will i?

Saturday, November 7, 2009

♥HAPPY B'DAY TO STEPHY

HA!
whole night cant sleep although i drank beer
dont know what feel was that
keep on cant sleep
but i was damn tired

uhh..
today morning sms with alexx
8am ++ i fall asleep rare*
9.40am woke up

bath , prepaid all the things
GOOD! all of them not yet prepare
delay to 12pm++ out

i practice my piano and waiting the time past
i delay my piano class again =[
because of stephy
but , never mind .

12.40pm
david [ tim ] fetch jukie then fetch me
he chasing jukie xD
he sent us to times square
then head to watson bought plaster
because jukie's leg get hurt by her shoes, funny ? claps* =D

wait for stephy and sumii
they follow us but we dont know xD

direct to NEWAY
and alexx went gap luii?
lols . i dont know

4 of us like no mood to sing
cant high today
what problem with us? =X

sing till 4.30pm
while going to vivo
saw clown , 4 of us like crazy
go and take balloon =D

jukie's and mine is love shape
keii get flower and sumii get dog
ahahhhaha
damn happy when i get the balloon csiao*
but i was ignore alexx
he said the only way he forgive me is want me to take one more balloon to him
that clown wont give again =[
so i gave him mine

he laugh =D
then went to vivo
saw bee buu
something bad luck to me ='[
alexx have no alternative

stephy , sry
im not purpose to hurt ur phone
sry ..

after ate
6th floor
some one sent flower to jukie
ahahhahaahhaa
funny lar weii~

bored

7pm , went to shamelin restaurant having dinner with alexx's family
10.40pm only back his house
me and him cant tahan
feeling sleepy while having dinner

now he at black and white with his fren for celebrate someone's bday
he leave me at his house alone
im waiting for him

unfortunately miika not attend today =[
yea
her new name "xie xie ni" xD

tmr go subang see competition
=D
hope see angel jie there

stephy
sry,i cant send any gift to u
u know what happened,right?
and
happy birthday yaaa
mwarks =*

♥without u

i cant sleep without ur msg`ur voice
aiks

we're just erasing from our hearts and minds

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gonna drink beer now
i sleep with drank
G O O D C H O I C E!

Friday, November 6, 2009

single lady =[

Kelly Clarkson - Already Gone

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye
Even with our fists held high
It never would've worked out right
We were never meant for do or die

I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hold you
Now I can't stop

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone

Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you want to cry
Started with a perfect kiss
Then we could feel the poison set in
Perfect couldn't keep this love alive
You know that I love you so
I love you enough to let you go

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone

I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right
When you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on
So I'm already gone

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone

I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right
When you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on
So I'm already gone

finally
i choose to leave

i cry again and again

this few night
i cant sleep
so i drank beer

am i right this time?

single can live better too