♥sick

i was sick
i dream him =D
soooooooooo weird
but happy

i cant slept well
damn toilsome
im influenza
sms to my cow
he replied me after my msg 20mins
but i wasn't reply
maybe i cant feel my phone was vibrate

jukie msg me too
but i replied once
same reason
maybe i cant feel my phone was vibrate

i turn my phone silent because im not sleeping alone
my grandpa live my home few weeks?few month?
i dont know
he sleep my room
so i force to share room with my 2 sis and my sis's bf

today i woke up at 11am
i called mr. cow and told kei that he's going with us

i bath
not the time to out
so,i played piano
my little dog-kelly
and my mom were enjoyed =D

keii said delay half hour
okay

1pm dad fetch kelly to pet shop
fetch me to lrt

mr. cow said he at lrt
so i bought ticket and straight went in lrt
i told him im in lrt
he replied me "why u dont wait for me?"
lols
i thought u were in lrt
how i know u just at station lrt

1.18pm
i reach hang tuah
wait for him until 1.40pm

good
u want a girl wait for u half hour alone

to my jimui
both of u know that hang tuah lrt got a indian soh lou,rite?
he sang to me today
he sang "我爱的你啊，我爱的你，你在哪里呀你在哪里"
ahahaha
i get shocked when he sang chinese song xD

return to my blog

okay
after i meet my cow
we went ts together and i told him about that indian guy
he laugh >D
i told him what i was dream too
he said i always think those odd things
lols

i msg to keii
she said raining,cant take bus,ask us to wait
thn i meet ms. ben ben

bored

saw huei min
ms. ben ben said she dont want disturb us
so she walk with huei min

mr. cow and i were having our brunch at kenny roager?
dont know how to spell it paiiseh
i cant finish my food
so i feed him xD

after ate
we went to sg wang
meet ms. ben ben and huei min
find work

shit
fish lah ><
i tot that gal is malay
i talk to her with malay
thn she answer me by chinese

luckily my cow wasn't listen it xD

keii called me
she cried
damn worry her
she dont tell me what happen

aiks

5pm
he knew that im not feeling well
so he bought some bread to me at bread story
then back to mr. cow's house
rain not stop yet

he feed me ate bun =D
feel so sweet
he promised me play swing
but rain =X

disappointed


6.30pm mr. cow's dad fetch me to mun's house
her mom fetch us to practice
but we went to pasar malam first

went to practice
today all budak absent
then we meeting

good news or bad news?

whatever
im headache
im not feeling to practice too

10pm
we clean up all the things
thn went to yam cha

oh ! god !
i rili cant endure
i need rest


my cow sick too
so we sick together xD
drink more water yaa
and u promised me u wont talk those things to other girls!
if i know it!
i will give u a middle finger!
[connie teach me that]


keii and jukie
hope both of u are nothing =D
be happy
im still here always


tomorrow going to watch movie with my cow and my some frens too
i got to rest now




bye
good night all my babes







i love alexx tan

27/10 ♥

昨晚贝.connie说和阿豪哥哥和好了
那我就放心了
别哭了丫


傻婆！









今天早上6点mr. cow打来叫我起身
我去刷牙
姐姐开门
说我刷牙的样子很滑稽
还说我刷牙很久 = =

堂载我们去学校
我就去mr. cow的家
原本想去买点东西给他的
他打来骂我
我就飞过去他家

他睡觉 很好
我吵他
我问他做么到家不跟我说之类的
然后我哭了
他抱着我，说“对不起啦，不要哭了。我想给你惊喜嘛...我不知道你要买东西给我”
然后就一直哄我
还说“傻的，酱都好哭”
我就是不想被你骂啊！

8点多
睡到3点多
出去买零食

然后回家
他陪我看“upin-ipin”
他累到睡着了
叫他回房间睡觉他不要
他要陪我看

之后还是忍不住了
关掉了电视
拉他去房间睡

看到某些东西
很心痛..
big girl dont cry!

















he gave me this mickey key chain
from hk disneyland
nice
i like it xD





然后他和家人...
something happened
我很尴尬

我也明白他很烦
很快的
帮忙他整理东西
我们就走了

他送我回家
他陪我走夜市

之后他就去练狮了
不舍得=[

他发给我“有你就好”

由于他很多烦恼的关系
所以我答应了他
明天带他去荡秋千
因为我不开心时也是去荡秋千的

遇到妹`姐`堂
一起逛
然后回家


等他练完狮再陪他聊=D















i love alexx tan




it's complicated




i need him



seii 8 poh!
away from him!
dont keep act cute to him!!

25/10 hong wu day

鸿武一周年了
算成功吧？
都没失手

mr. cow又骗我
说没去我狮团
可是我走出去就看到他了
他一直挖苦我
他干妈帮我=D


一堆照片=]































































































准备中...

休息中的两人






















































庆功




































姐和堂
sweet=]
































叔叔




























connie
she drank
































我和姐







































他干妈赞我美
暗爽下=D

see how crazy was i lately =D

20/10
早上7.50
刚睡醒的半小时后
哈哈
精神很好吧？



































出狮后
大家在忙
我在.....=D


















































我也有贡献的啦
=]
看那些狮头，狮爪
都是我拿去晒的咧










































10月21`22
都去他家
没什么特别啦
也没拍照

妹妹说我身上有mr. cow房间的味道=]


今天茵的生日
生日快乐丫
昨天原本去买礼物给茵
可是妈咪不让我买
因为奶奶过世还没到一百天

mr. cow说我没钱，不允许我买
茵说不用买，去年送过了，今年不用送，明年再送
=[
这样算来
琦的生日礼物我也不能送了

因为11月30日才是奶奶走的100天
D=



昨天huei min拍的
他和我=]


























































mr. sky zai , ms. ben ben ; mr. cow , ms. yii




6点回他家
等b哥载我去狮团








今早钢琴到我家了=]























下午去condo洗屋
再租出去

肮脏到...

看我认真的模样




















姐姐说我懒惰做其他的
所以拿水喉乱射装个样子==

我真的很认真了啦













明天鸿武做周年=]

很好

♥有你多好

这几天都对着他=]

10月16日出狮
早上他说很累，没出了
他在信息里说叫我一定要出
可是我去到狮团竟然看到他坐在那边><
弘德的师兄也有出
热闹=D

晚上练完狮回家
然后去找他

17号出狮
3点一起去狮团
忠武的衣服，鸿武的旗
好像联合了酱@@

我们迟了45分钟
晚上开始游行时
我头晕，坐上罗里休息

昨天去找他
哈哈哈
他陪我荡秋千
陪我吃东西
我陪他去拍照
比赛要用的

晚上他去练狮
阿勇去载他
还问“做么你在这里的？”
没理他

跟mr. cow说“ 早点回来 ”

闷死我
帮他整理房间
他的衣橱乱到@@
很多衣服
帮他搬完出来再折过

他的抽屉更乱
桌子上的书又乱放
全部帮他整理过

偷偷哭着在他簿子写了东西 ><
他回来时已经很晚了
他还很大声的开门 = =
还买了pizza hut的chicken wings回来

出去7-11买零食
然后回家吃chicken wings
我吃一块，他吃四块
因为我不饿
哈哈

他说很累喔
帮他按摩下
哈哈哈
惯了
以前都是那样的=]

今天他跟我说“我做了2天的王帝”
哈
傻佬，是4天啦
拿了他一件衣服
有他的味道：]
他给我吃巧克力
哈哈哈
3点多回家
他出狮
不舍得呐 >_______________<

下大雨
去不到violin class
delay to next monday
明天6点piano class
希望不会下雨啦
可能6点到8点
要补课

这星期都在忙
赶这星期日的鸿武1周年
想叫姐妹们去
可是她们应该不会去吧？=[
这星期四的genting trip我可能不去了
要存钱买礼物给茵
你们还记得这星期六是茵的生日么？
难道你们不要陪她庆祝了么？



明天早上出狮，8点半要到狮团
然后去插鸿武旗，从狮团外面插着进，用旗“引路”
明天下午去拍照，比赛要用到的
明天6点钢琴班
明天晚上练狮

累死了啦 ><
















mr. cow . alexx
我依然深爱你
如果有你，我的世界多美好
可惜不是你，陪我到最后

school life★还书

这是我昨晚的杰作
衣服是mr. cow的
图中“人物”是我的仔仔=]








































































很可爱吧？
mr. cow赞我厉害丫~~~~
哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈

























今早下雨
哈哈
爽~
不用assembly

堂在我和姐去学校
跟朋友们聊聊

直接回班
中三要在楼下听废话
我们几个在楼上
一大叠书 重死了
><


10点多离开学校
光明正大
听着电话走出大门口
哈哈哈哈哈

去queen park's starbucks
chocolate cream chip =D



之后去看我的chiwawa =D
cute. it slept
哈哈
下次带你去看=]


12点多回学校
等爸爸来载

之后去吃午餐

回家


闷
等下出去
然后晚上狮团开会







朋友喔~
你们自己出啦！
利用我！
你们好野！

PMR END =D

一生人一次的PMR过了啦
哈哈哈哈哈
开心~

华语作文好像离题了
>< 没关系啦
能pass就好=]

这些是PMR期间的照片





























































最后...




















不用看到这个牌了
哈哈哈哈哈哈



今天回家后
休息

mr. cow打给我=]
哈哈哈哈哈哈
叫我起身去刚琴班

之后也没什么事啦
就很累
一直很想睡觉

去夜市逛逛

无聊



明天要去学校还书
闷..

♥PMR期间

前天出狮
对着他几乎一整天
心情并不好
因为他 很伤我

昨天鱼来我家教我数学
谈谈心事=]
真好

今早5点
我还没熟睡下去
他打给我
我们聊了一下
你说“我爱你，可是我不会再和你一起”
这句就够了


今天去到学校
全部在k数学
壮观
这场面很难得

量体温
排队
进班

数学1
容易`不过不够时间>__<
十多题乱圈
休息时`讨论答案
等考数学2

考数学2用了一小时
超容易`3题不会做
我的graph没分了 =[
我用尺画

11点多 NERD BUDDY在校外
琦还没做完 等她很久
她出来时跟我们说“sorry,睡着了” 哈哈

去leisure mall旺角吃午餐
豆的baby找她
他们小两口坐在我旁边
我尽量不要看他们
因为我看到情侣我都会很失落





















看我那满足的样子:D

虽然很丑
可是我很喜欢
因为这是自从他离开我后
第一次笑得那么“灿烂”满足的样子


1.20
飞回去学校
回到学校时间还早

等时间过
进考场的时候
富秋跟我们说“半小时后楼梯集合”

哈哈
因为考sej的关系
2.10开始考
2.20做完

等时间到

2.40
全部举手
我跟琦说“不要理她（考官），走啦”
哈哈哈哈哈
全部站起来走人
考官傻眼xD


kak mia信息我
说出粮了
跟connie去拿
少=[
要还钱给fong ling,姐，堂

4点多回家
冲凉
然后去violin class

回家
跟angel姐聊天
吃龙眼豆腐=D

8点去bukit langat吃泰国餐
不合我口味
><



10点多回到家




陈家俊，我真的很想念你
为什么你可以那么狠心？
complicated...




明天就考完PMR了
哈哈哈哈哈
去哪里玩？






2009年10月7日
苏志鸿-猴子
他离开了
去了另一个世界
车祸，把他给带走了
18岁，生日都还没过

猴子，要保佑你的3个躺在医院的朋友
那天我听到你离去的消息
很惊讶
我们很久没见面了
可能你也忘了我是谁

你走的那天我都不能去看你
因为我奶奶也刚走不过100天
惟有等你生日或死忌才去拜你

听说你破相
撞得很严重
当场死亡
希望你在天之灵保佑你朋友要醒过来
好么？

rest in peace

PMR ★ day 2

yesterday i was so lazy to blog here :)
sry

today reach skul about 7.05am
keii and sumii not reach yet
jukie damn nervous
sms to me before i reach skul

wohooooooooooooooooooo
finally , we scold that bitch
and i called her to appologize to huei min
connie , dont be so fierce
the bitch gonna cry out
aha!
she dont want to admit anything
but at last she said "xiiao yii, sorry..."
uhh?u bark here,then said sry?but still dont admit that were u
== swt..

8am
went class
wait for exam
BI , its not too hard to me
i thk can pass

during recess
de "pig" bought some kuih to me
thanks yaa =]

then 9.50am start BI paper 2
shit!i forget to write which section i done ><
my fren said will reduce my marks =[

10.40am
all of us out
some of them ride motor outside skul
we just chat and took some photo
lols
both of us never feel stressful
more relax than normal exam xD

ik min and bao bao
they rili NERD :D

11.50am went in to skul and wait for exam
science
gao lat!
choose answer seldom

12.40pm out out out
went to ah jun house
then went mamak for eat
i thk about 30++ ppl
very samsing

keep call each other X jie or X gor
sot de
and learning aames action
hahaahahah

anoy because of something happened
keep calling them to come down because time already late
but we wait for them 15mins at downstairs and they keep said "going down"
>____________<

me`jukie`kar jun`wei loon walk so fast
i told them "already 2.20pm!"
then we ran back to skul
both of them still walk slowly
so enjoy waaa~

the jimmy loh and "womenizer" there
check our body temperature
i saw many ppl not go in class yet
then i told them agn
"they not yet start the exam!"

4 of us ran up
tired
lols


2.30pm start science paper 2
3.05pm we out
many empty
lols

dont know answer

i wrote
"because the lime water cannot endure the knife"
xD
bullshit



sat at school gate there
do some chidish things



3.40pm took bus went jusco
i anoy agn xD
because they dont want acc me
hahahahaaahaha

then went jusco with babe jukie
while the way i was going back home by bus
i saw my primary skul best fren
study in tsun jin
he was so shame
but im too friedly
keep talk to him
i felt im so 38 that time xD



saw kar yan's dad
he fetch me back
no need walk up
the road so long and im alone
xD




keep played with my dog
cute
my sis was call it "stupid dog!"
yesterday my dog jealous
because i viewing my favourite jiwawa xD
it mixed with other type

my little dog kelly saw the photo
it keep bark
then i closed the photo
lols


i slept from 5.37pm to 7.38pm
because angel jie called me and she woke me up xD
then i crazy

i hug the chip that mr. cow sent me and his pillow
i was calling his name
keep "公..陈家俊...."
repeat and repeat
my tears drop automaticly

then i hit his pillow and chip
my sis said i was so mad
she took my chip to another place
><






i really miss him badly
alexx tan .......

♥7 ｘ 7 = 49

对，今天是奶奶离开我们的第49天
要去拜拜

9点半起身
10点出门去吃早餐

10.45到广义塔
姑妈`叔叔`伯伯到了
姑姑有事不能来
另一个姑姑在aus

苏浩正又换了电话
有钱到...
上次见他还拿着5800
现在用w995

叔叔婶婶都很宠他
爷爷也是
他是苏家的唯一孙子 [不算叔公那]
>_______________<


爷爷一幅不舍得的样子
看了令人心酸
我和妹说着某些事
一直笑
终于
被婶婶骂了
哈哈


12点多
爸爸载我去fong ling家
豆`琦在那边了
温习
fong ling教我们国文
大致上都明白了
thanks a lot =]

然后煮意粉
切肉碎
我@@
豆在旁边看
都在胡闹
哈！


4点多
搭teksi出去
豆回家
我陪fong ling拿ic
下车时
我跟琦说“说不定是等下我过马路时被车撞”
她捏我的脸><
痛

拿了ic
去jusco

回家
哈哈哈哈哈
龙眼豆腐=D
好吃


晚上陪姐去夜市
跟她说等下我被车撞
她又捏我的脸
痛死了=[





明天PMR
筱仪，加油吧！


大家一起加油=]

im not okay ♀

今天去到学校
和以往一样
不说话

因为开朗的我已经渐渐走了
留下沉默的我

我是很lc
所以？你要怎样？
你都知道我的为人
你也明白我为什么事不开心
你也知道我都变得少说话
那你还要在说我
我不知道要怎样跟你沟通

姐妹都说我很lc
不过她们说习惯了

这些日子
我真的很难过
每晚都梦见他
我不曾告诉任何人
我学会了沉默
我，不再是以前那个热情的我了

今天在学校跟你冷战
对，很多人围过来叫我去跟你谈
我不想，我觉得没话说

最后还是被他们拉去你班
你说你没说过
好，当你没说过
可是你真的变了你知道吗？

看到你哭
我心软
我不想再谈下去
我走了，姐妹们对我怎样？
她们好像不想要理我
我去找fong ling
她又再开导我

跟他们讲起以前的事
我都快哭了
可是我还在忍

一个人撑着
真的很累
这场仗才刚开始
我不想那么快就倒
所以我一直忍

有时候想找个人陪我聊天
谁会回我？
姐妹们都有男友
就算回我都是那几封
fish忙着准备考试
angel又那么忙
yunz也对我不理不睬了

到最后我才发现
朋友很多
谁关心我？

到我需要一个人陪我聊聊心事
谁理我？

堂妈咪上次去拜神
那个人说堂妈咪会有3个劫难
说我会有交通意外
起初我都不相信
可是堂妈咪2个劫都中了，真的很准
所以我也担心起来
告诉了豆`琦`dickie
他们都很担心，每次过马路都大大声喊我
对不起，我不是过马路故意不看车
我说过如果真的撞倒了我不会死的
就算死都留下一口气跟你们说话

刚刚violin class的时候
老师一直在说笑
我很勉强的笑
真的笑不出


那些垃圾每次来我的部落格吠
又不敢留名
要骂就骂
留下你的大名！
敢做不敢认
狗！



原来一年里你都想着她
原来我一直只是你们的第三者
明白了




最近的心情
很空虚
很悲哀
很难过
想要个依靠
那个人，是我等待着的他


大哭一场
伤心是否能忘掉？

中秋节★

7点跟家人出去吃晚餐
可怜=[
今年不能庆中秋
because of my grandma
>_________________<
i miss u much
u're in my heart forever


跟爷爷`大伯的家人和我家人出去吃
妈咪说我们很多话讲
哈哈

8点多
我去堂妹家
她教我弹琴=]
因为表弟给她一份“不能说的秘密”里面的所有piano sheet
很好
我拿去复印 C:

堂姐教我数学

我们一直怨不能庆中秋
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在她们家玩到11点才回










明天去kepong jusco看戏？

中秋节★出狮

昨晚3点睡
10点醒
看到妹妹还没起
就懒床下 ><

10点半冲凉
才想起妹妹今天没出狮
冲很快
不想做最后一个
每次都是我这家最迟到狮团

哈哈
11点dickie载我们
去到狮团
拿红裤`腰带

然后去midah meet忠武的
穿他们的衣服
没看到mr. cow

换好衣
等时间
阿ham说阿勇带了几个出狮
赶着过来

鸿武的跑去草场玩
哈
荡秋千=]
因为能很开心
我忘不了他陪我荡秋千的时刻

阿勇来了
看到阿弟和阿voon罢了
没看到他

雯和姐说他有在
我不知道怎样形容我的心情
兴奋？还是？
不清楚
很乱


之后要多一条狮
阿b哥叫我舞狮头
找一个小的做我狮尾

那些大的一直说我和他
阿兴叫他做我狮尾 ==

要起鼓的时候
阿勇说“你们不是舞一条狮的咩？”
他就“shhh...”
我不知道要给什么反应 =|

累死
太久没练@@
晕
死撑

舞完后
那些大的又来了
一直说 = =

拿起水喝
dickie`堂`姐说我哭@@
说我看到他后就静静，眼红红的
哪有？

他们大的还在说我和他
我当听不到

换衣
把衣服还他们

2点多回家


今晚去kepong jusco?

还没决定
我是很想去啦~

可是要跟家人吃饭




想念他
怎么办？



















中秋节快乐

school life★lewat

yesterday mid night 5am i slept
6am woke up

i was brought my dried scallop porridge to skul
no one believe that i cooked myself =[
that's truth!
i cooked it myself!

i told keii that i was slept for an hour
she scold me "sohai"
lols
lately not feeling to sleep although im tired

we plan to lewat
i tried to called jukie
but , she wasn't ans my called
thn stephy`sumii`min`mun`joe`lou dou went to which mamak at carrefour
they ordered some food as their breakfast
i ate porridge that i brought =D
lou dou said my porridge were so odour
thanks

9am
went back to skul
straight go in
no take slip
that guard sleeping? lols

while going back class
saw ah ong at lift there ><
we ran

went back to class
over p1
the bell rang

good =]
exactly

nth to do
and i dint sleep in class
come one , praise me =D

12.30pm
finish skul
went to cochrane find yuki
then went jusco MPH

jukie bought something
stephy argue with his boy boy
then she follow us to eat
wait dickie to fetch us at 2pm

went to pudu took something that hong wu need
jukie said wanted to eat dessert
i suggest to pdn indah
im purposely to do that
because mr. cow was brought me to there ><
i miss that momment

i ate that "龙眼豆腐"
jukie and stephy ate that too =D
so nice wad
i saw ci hoi there

after that
dickie took his car to repair
we wait for him
guess what i saw?


i saw an accident
a car rush a motor
the motor driver was fall down and bleeding =[
scare ..
sms to him
remind him must be careful
as usual
he no reply

4pm
went to ah heng office
visit them
tang`kp`water ghost
there make their hair like mangkali? =/
funny

about 5pm reach home
watch ghost stories

fall asleep

9.30pm woke
sms with jukie

11.30pm
went out to yam cha
i saw jukie in the car =]
went to water ghost's house wait him chg shirt
tang fetch my 2 sis and kp

went to kepong mamak
boom me =X

2am++ reach home


tmr perform with chung wu
he said he not going
if i see him tmr
wat feel i got?








god bless me