school life★mad

today 6.20am wake
late again
because every night cant sleep well
=|

stupid jukie sms to me
disturb me when i was dreaming ><
seii luii bao ar~

ask my future bro-in-low fetch me to maluri lrt
he consider im going to ponteng
lol
actually i just went there to meet luii yan and go school with them

im the first reach there
then jukie sms to me
"see my bus xD"
allah~so lame==
after tat,luii yan came too

go school by B112
7.15am reach school small gate
jukie want to bungkus mee goreng waa~
5 of us went to which mamak at carrefour
i bought nasi lemak
ha!

8++ back skul
went to P1 gossip
their teacher came in
then went to P6
wait the time past

8.40am
back to my class and slept

slept till recess
keii woke me up
went down to canteen

my nasi lemak
pedas >

when KH
makmal KH
me`keii`jukie keep sang
i drop my tears
but they dont know
cause im pro act xD

finish skul
went jusco
connie interview
tomorrow she work

maybe i will work at jusco too

back home online
done my piano theory
went to piano class about 5.55pm

sms with babe yunz

cried
but i endure

back home
took all my pillow,my bear to my room
look up my door
and cried madly

no one know
no one care
hug his pillow
keep crying



ya
im sad

so what?
YOU DONT CARE!

不要说你忘记不了



因为

事在人为！！！

• 失落沙洲 •

徐佳莹 - 失落沙洲



又来到这个港口 没有原因的拘留
我的心乘着斑剥的轻舟 寻找失落的沙洲
随时间的海浪漂流 我用力张开双手
拥抱那么多起起落落
想念的 还是你望着我的眼波


我不是一定要你回来 只是当又一个人看海
回头才发现你不在 留下我迂回的徘徊
我不是一定要你回来 只是当又把回忆翻开
除了你之外的空白 还有谁能来教我爱


又回到这个尽头 我也想再往前走
只是越看见海阔天空
越遗憾 没有你分享我的感动

我不是一定要你回来 只是当又一个人看海
回头才发现你不在 留下我迂回的徘徊
我不是一定要你回来 只是当又把回忆翻开
除了你之外的空白 还有谁能来教我爱

我不是一定要你回来 只是当又一个人看海
疲惫的身影不是我 不是你想看见的我
我不是一定要你回来 只是当独自走入人海
除了你之外的依赖 还有谁能教我勇敢
除了你之外的空白 还有谁能来教我爱

school life★be a bookworm for 3weeks

今天搭车去学校
经过ｍａｌｕｒｉ　ｌｒｔ时
看到babi luii yan
原本打算下车
可是巴士关了门
算咯~
直接去学校

今天的心情一直都很不好
去到学校
最多话的也沉默寡言
很多话想说
可是我没心情说

豆剪了头发
很可爱~~

回到班
pj课，do revision
我`豆`琦做数学
累...
我和豆都睡了下去
琦很用心做

下课
吃面包
今天全部走了
很少人

敲钟后
ah ong赶人回班
可是每次都是我们几个不理他

回到班
我们也没做什么
很快就换节

上sc开始
琦就一直睡
我睡不着

我独自流泪
我也不知道为什么
可是就是很心酸

这几天根本睡不安
失眠了？
我只希望睡前能收到你的信息
唉
不可能的...





琦睡到放学才醒

放学后
搭车回家


要努力读书了
全校179名=[

还有很多fail


尽量把时间专注在功课
应该会少下狮团




我不知道你会不会回来
可是，我坚持等你
我爱你

♥live without u

昨晚3点多睡
今天12点被吵醒
醒来时，头还痛着

和阿姨去吃早餐
然后去阿姨家
阿姨不知道我和他分了
拼命提他

每当提起关于他的事
我的心情
总是难过的

刚刚我信息他
他的一句话
真的很伤我

我知道你身边的人都在说我坏话
人谁无是非？
或许我是比其他人更多是非吧

jukie told me
all boy are shit
but girls like to stand on shit

i agree wat she said

NERD's guy都在恋爱中
我呢？

我知道你的事情
不轮到我过问
你的事情
我没资格知道

我想念你
告诉你
错了么？

怎么你可以跟别的女生聊得那么开心
我就不能么？

i need a BIG　ＢＩＧ HUG
who give me?

这几天
无论我在做什么事
都想起你

我找些事忙
尽量不要想
我做不到
我的心
习惯了想念你

不习惯的
是你的离开

放弃你
我真的做不到

因为
我真的很爱你

就算你们骂我笨
骂我傻
也只是我自己承受所有事
辛苦难过的是我自己


陈家俊
对不起
我太爱你

HONG WU ♣ meeting

[刚到家]


今天睡到1点半才起身
其实12点多已经醒了
不过想睡回下去
可是还是睡不到
只好起身冲凉

上网
吃了几片面包

4点多
mun`kp`dickie来我家
全部在姐的房间
热闹到~~

我过去跟他们谈下
全部去leisure mall买礼篮给阿b哥
今天他女生满月

6点40分到狮团
练了下
然后给小那班打18锣鼓
明天给他们出场
我就轻松多了=]

8点去阿b哥家
吃了东西进去b哥家看戏
叔叔进去叫我`堂`kp`水鬼出去跟大的喝酒
我说等下，他们出了

看完戏，我拉connie一起出去拿酒喝
不过没跟他们坐在一起

没多久
b哥以为趁着人齐
叫完全部人出来开会

我刚好坐在b哥直视的位子
他就叫我有什么不满就说完出来
我说了
然后一个一个轮流说
我说什么都没人support
不是说好了会互相support的么？
><

然后b哥就骂dickie
因为我们每个都不满他

接着就说我
说我是个人才
可是就是衰在脾气很暴躁
很野蛮很小气输不起
得寸进尺

听到阿sam说我
很不爽
因为根本没那么一回事！

之后阿b哥再说回我
激动起来
i turn my face and i was cried

connie拿tissue给我
一直要我平复我的心情
阿b哥就叫dickie跟我道歉，握个手
不过我不理他，不看他

叔叔`阿福`阿昌`阿b哥`sam`阿兴哥`kp哥`豪哥哥`connie
他们都安慰我
叫我原谅他
阿b哥说“今天我家大日记，就趁今天开心的就开心，不开心的就留下。给我面子，好吗？”
我也不理
他们一直哄我
我就是不听

那个时候
我心想原谅
不过我就是做不到原谅他
那个时候我才知道
原来我真得很野蛮

阿昌说“一个男人不易流泪，一个男人是到了很心痛的时候才会哭。他现在都在后面哭了，你可知道他多伤心，原谅他啦”
kp哥也说“可能你也会生气我们为什么刚刚没support你说的东西，不过我们又补充。你不要生气啦。。给他一次机会，有下次的话才罚他咯”
阿福说“别酱小孩子啦。。乖啦。。当给我面子啦。。奖赏你们比赛那天的2碗鱼翅给你吃完啦~不要生气啦”
我却说“我就是酱小孩子的咯！”
叔叔说“你想看之前他对你的好。不要因为一时的错就忘了他的好”
阿ｂ哥“如果是这样的话，我宁愿你们不要玩狮团。至少你们还没玩狮团之前还是好朋友”

我一直哭

最后还是原谅了他
那么多大的开口哄我
我不原谅也不能啦

有点醉＠＠


谈完了
１点多了
要回了

回家前
ｃｏｎｎｉｅ给我一个ｈｕｇ
跟我说“不要乱想，不要哭了”











其实我的心想的一直都是陈家俊
不知道你每天过得怎样
开心么？好么？
还有病么？
真的好想念你．．．

school life★lewat

yesterday tang went to penang for work
so,today dad fetch me and my sis went skul
oops!!i forget yesterday ik min said wait me at bus stop><
ask my dad to fetch him too

7am reach skul
what day is today?
other ppl were dead?
damn less ppl

jukie absent because of him?

me`sumii`keii and min
we consider to late go skul
mun dont want follow us
both of us walk to SK there
discussing where to go
i speak without thinking "walk around then back skul"
they agree ==

okay~
walk to those flat behind our skul
saw a playground
go and play

me`sumii`keii played swing
min took photo
damn funny
took some crazy video too
all photo and video in sumii's phone

i think back that time when i was unhappy
mr. cow was beside me
he brang me to that playground in front his house
and acc me played swing
he know that i will happy
but now?aiks...

when on the way back to skul
i told them my moral hw not yet done
keii took out a white paper
then sumii took out some color pen
they help me finish up that card
we finish that card used only 10mins
min said "that day we draw the card use 1hour more,now also no need 15mins"
so touch ><

back to class
past up our card
luckily teacher didn't scold

at first
i took out some exercise to do revision
but keii keep chat with me
i also no heart to do already
chat with keii

during recess
went down canteen
NERD planing to watch FINAL DESTINATION on this sunday

bao bao took my wallet
took my ic again ==
i just gossip with them

back to class
where's my wallet?!

i find bao bao
he said he didn't take
he said he put on table already
then ik min said william was took

keii help me check his pocket
uhh...dont have!!
william said fuo chew took
go find him
he said dont have

they make a fool with me
but their manner too real
i rili tot my wallet lost
i gonna crazy
because inside my wallet was too many important things

i going to cry
then bao bao said "sorry lah..i took already"
i grab back my wallet and straight back to my class
damn angry
bao bao came my class
and make me laugh
i cant tahan his face
so funny
i laugh lols

every day chat with keii about my cow
every time talk about that
i gonna cry,but i endure
>___________<

he do revision with us
but keii do other things,i keep ate my snack
he called my name and told me recess time already past
i just gave him a smile,then i continue ate
keii laugh me
he was called my name twice
gave me warning twice

finish ate my snack
i told keii that teacher's hair , action was so funny
we just laugh for 2 period

MATH
william came my class
he said so bored,all class got teacher
he came in my class and took a chair sat behind keii
teacher was not scold him
he took a paper and a pen copied wat my teacher wrote on whiteboard ==

ah xiang went my class too
he told william p6 dont have teacher
then william went to p6 find his gf


finish skul
my sis sms to me
ask me to go KFC
her fren there too

mun want go my home do revision
so we went KFC tgt

about 2.35pm
me and mun back to my home
left my sis and her fren there

i bath
mun watch drama

then do revision - math @@

my sis came back house about 4pm
then we chat chat chat
mun called us to go her house

my sis go
so i go too ><

i just played computer in her house
after that went to practice

tired ...

i miss him
did he know?
i love him
did he feel it?
i want he come back...